I woke up at one o’clock this morning 

Still lying here chained to this bed 

Cause how do I lay here when I could be with you instead 

I whisper your name to guide me 

Wrote all of the letters in red 

To magically manifest that maybe we still could be friends 

Cause who are you to run away 

When I was screaming stay 

Think it was a Wednesday said I loved you in my driveway Who cares 

I care 

Cause I’ve had a tough time 

Cause everything I thought would be mine 

Left like the rain on the shoreline 

Like wildflowers fade after Spring time 

Guess we won't finish that movie 

Can’t watch those french films on TV 

I hated the ending 

Cause I’m still pretending 

That I’m defending all your lies 

But you’re going to school in July 

Could've at least said goodbye

I’ve decided not to fall again 

It’s a disgusting habit he said 

So take all your books and the letters that you once sent

Hidden under my bed 

Sometimes I read them and I miss you 

But who knows if those words were true 

Or one of the “phases” she said you would always go through 

Everyone says that they hate you 

Want me to replace you 

I can’t 

Cause everything I touch it cuts me 

Blood dripping slowly 

Cause I’ve had a tough time 

Cause everything I thought would be mine 

Left like the rain on the shoreline 

Like wildflowers fade after Spring time 

Guess we won't finish that movie 

Can’t watch those french films on TV 

I hated the ending 

Cause I’m still pretending 

That I’m defending all your lies 

But you’re going to school in July 

Could've at least said goodbye

And I heard about your birthday 

Girls dressed up like they could replace me

Black tights might go a long way

But boy yeah you know that they ain’t me